my life. beautiful mess.

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im-an-angel-you-asshat: Agent Coulson has taught me that if you deny a character death completely,...

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:34:57 -0400

im-an-angel-you-asshat:

Agent Coulson has taught me that if you deny a character death completely, that character will come back.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 02:10:47 -0400

The ones ending in 9!

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:08:29 -0400

9- what were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

I was driving to the movie theater to see Gatsby with my mom!

19- did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

Nope!

29- were your last three kisses from the same person?

Yes they were!

39- do you make wishes at 11:11?

…maybe ~~yes~~

49- have you ever been to New York?

Yes I have!

2073: money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic...

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:44:01 -0400

2073:

money can’t buy happiness but it can buy a false sense of security and fruity alcoholic beverages to numb the pain and honestly what’s the difference

If you would like...

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:40:36 -0400

1: What would you name your future daughter?
2: Do you miss anyone?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
7: How late did you stay up last night?
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Do you use chap stick?
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
33: What do people call you?
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: What are you listening to right now?
37: What is wrong with you right now?
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
40: What is on your wrists right now?
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
49: Have you ever been to New York?
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

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Thu, 23 May 2013 01:38:42 -0400

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:37:17 -0400

If you’re a teen you must follow this blog.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 01:08:27 -0400

(I’m running errands for my pregnant wife. While walking to a nearby store, I see two teenagers harassing a child that is only four or five years old. I shoo them away from the boy, and he introduces himself.)

Thu, 23 May 2013 01:07:43 -0400

(I’m running errands for my pregnant wife. While walking to a nearby store, I see two teenagers harassing a child that is only four or five years old. I shoo them away from the boy, and he introduces himself.)

Me: “So, where’s your mom at?”

Boy: “She’s in the store. Do you have kids?”

Me: “Not yet. We’re expecting a baby girl soon, though.”

Boy: “Well, she’s going to turn out nice, like you! So, I’m going to marry her someday!”

(I laugh, and play along while I bring him to the service desk, and wait until his mom picks him up. Six years later, my daughter comes home from school and introduces us to a friend that defended her against a bully on the playground. I didn’t recognize him, but he certainly knew who I was!)

hardbutbeautifullife: "This isn´t a ghost story, it´s a love...

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:03:24 -0400

hardbutbeautifullife:

"This isn´t a ghost story, it´s a love story..."

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Wed, 22 May 2013 23:19:08 -0400

[AGGRESSIVELY CARES FOR YOU FROM A DISTANCE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER]

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:12:39 -0400

[AGGRESSIVELY CARES FOR YOU FROM A DISTANCE BECAUSE I DON’T KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER]

I do not spew profanities. I enunciate them clearly, like a fucking lady.

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:09:38 -0400

I do not spew profanities. I enunciate them clearly, like a fucking lady.

littlehorrorshop: Howard Ashman songs: “Disneyland” from Smile...

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:06:58 -0400

littlehorrorshop:

Howard Ashman songs: “Disneyland” from Smile (lyrics by Howard Ashman, music by Marvin Hamlisch)

Performed by Jodi Benson in the infamous 1986 Broadway flop Smile, the musical monologue “Disneyland” transcends time and place to transform the theatre’s atmosphere into that of a memory. The pure and basic expression of desire reverts all back to the infantile state of a lonely, broken, 11-year-old girl, not only believably, but spiritually, as she struggles to assure herself that her desire for fantasy is “perfectly okay”. The elements of character expressed through the lyrics and musical intonation renders all other elements obsolete - a full cerebral and emotional understanding is achieved, beginning with the initial high-pitched opening chords and concluding with a vocal and lyrical climax that echoes out, piercing like an archer’s arrow.

As the audience feels for both infant and adult Doria, it is possible they do not fully acknowledge that the full force of the character’s inner plight is only so alive because its power is within them - their emotional participation is involuntary, but vital to the full understanding of the number. The audience ogles up, glossy-eyed at the stage, unaware of how time has been rewound as they take the place of the 11-year-old child, alone in their theatre seats, witnessing something magical and heartbreaking.

For the most part, the themes expressed in the song (an immature desire for somewhere safe and happy with no regard for reality) should come across as overly obvious, cliché, or as all-out satire, but they do not. The pure artistry of the song’s authorship and performance rises beyond text, message, character, and even theatre, into the memories and emotional crevices of the audience amidst a darkened atmosphere of the lonesome soul. The song’s lyrics and music are perfectly in marriage with one another, and are so pure and so wonderful even out of any theatrical or dramatic context, that they exist as a truly great work of art (there’s no use in describing the musical or rhyming patterns, when such description could not do either justice, so I have included the lyrics below in full, as well as a link to listen to a live recording of the song). It is no wonder this number got a standing ovation each and every night the show was on Broadway. However panned the show was back in 1986, the power of “Disneyland” was never questioned, and is still celebrated today by those who remember it, and by those lucky enough to discover it buried beneath the decades.

Ironically, some of the imagery reflects Howard Ashman’s future work with Disney (“Magic carpet, please/Carry me away” is reminiscent of Aladdin, and Jodi Benson was the voice of Ariel in The Little Mermaid), and the entire number is oddly prophetic in its bittersweet tone and eerie self-awareness of a world of fakery, perhaps mirroring the theatre itself. True, “maybe it’s all fake”, but the emotion is true and alive to those who listen. Howard Ashman has given us Disneyland, and boy do I pray that I’ll stay.

Hot Sunday night, I guess the folks were busy fighting
Joe’d already left home
Eleven years old on my own, feeling nothing but lonely
There’s nothing to do, there’s nothing out there but the traffic
Down on State 93
So I’d sit through the night by our old black-and-white TV
That’s when I saw it, That’s when I heard it
Calling, Calling me

Disneyland. Magic Kingdom
Disneyland. Close my eyes real tight, wishing hard I might, wishing hard I may
Find my way to
Disneyland, gotta get to
Disneyland, on a Western breeze
Magic carpet, please!
Carry me away

Oh I know you’re gonna say the trees are paper mache, it’s done with mirrors, the magic there
Each little bird’s full of springs, you press a button it sings, recorded music fills the air
They’ve had the mountain refaced, it’s only plywood and paste, go on, say it!
I’ll turn around and tell you, I don’t care!
I don’t care.

I will live in Disneyland
Make my home in Disneyland
Maybe it’s all fake
That’s a chance I’d take
It’s perfectly okay!
Someone give me Disneyland
Take me there!
To Disneyland
And when I get to Disneyland
I’ll stay!

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darknekostar: He just doesn’t give a fuck that the ceiling is...

Wed, 22 May 2013 22:59:32 -0400

darknekostar:

He just doesn’t give a fuck that the ceiling is closing down on him.

Green

Wed, 22 May 2013 22:59:10 -0400

…is my favorite color david why are you putting random colors in my ask box I am very confused